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Does anyone else remember this detail about Ayanokōji?

Does anyone else remember this detail about Ayanokōji?

The lines where Ayanokouji says that he can’t sleep well and feels uncomfortable when sharing a room with others.

The moment where Kiyotaka Ayanokōji most clearly expresses his discomfort with sharing a room and sleeping near others is in Year 2, Volume 8. During the school trip to Hokkaido, while sharing a room with Ryūen and Kitō, he explains that this stems from his past:

Context: After the tension regarding sleeping arrangements with Ryūen, Kitō, and Watanabe, Ayanokōji reflects internally.

Quote: “...sharing a room with other people still wasn’t something I was at all used to. It had happened a few times by now... but I wondered if, one day, I’d be able to handle sleeping next to anyone easily. Since sleeping by myself had been the norm for me ever since I was a young child, my bewilderment over this change in my environment still hadn’t dissipated.”

Additionally, in Year 1, Volume 4, he felt similarly with Yukimura: 'I couldn't fully relax with someone else in the room, but it wasn't too bothersome.'

In short, Ayanokōji explicitly states that sharing a room with other people 'still wasn’t something I was at all used to'. This situation persisted during both last year’s mixed training camp and this year's events. It also applies to his daily life with Kei, as he noted that his bewilderment over this change in environment has not yet dissipated since sleeping alone had been his norm since early childhood.

Ayanokōji :... but I wondered if, one day, I’d be able to handle sleeping next to anyone easily...

As a fan of both Horikita and Ayanokōji, I’m also curious to see if he will ever truly overcome this.

u/Plane_Chipmunk_3446 — 4 days ago

For Ayanokouji, Karuizawa is the "Test books", Hiyori is the "Simulation", and Horikita Suzune is the "Mirror/Reality".

The Blueprint for Humanity: Why Ayanokōji Mimics Horikita Suzune We often discuss Ayanokōji as a "masterpiece" of the White Room, but his growth throughout the series suggests he is something else: a student of "irrationality". While many view his relationship with the girls as simple romance or manipulation, a closer look at the text reveals a fascinating pattern of behavioral mirroring. Ayanokōji doesn't just observe Horikita Suzune; he uses her as a blueprint to escape his own mechanical nature.

1. The Mirroring Mechanism: Beyond the "Water Bottle" Joke One of the most telling moments in the series is often dismissed as a gag. In Year 2, Vol 4.5, Horikita gets her hand stuck in a water bottle out of a moment of sheer, human carelessness. Ayanokōji doesn't just laugh; he eventually replicates the act himself. This physical mirroring is a manifestation of his desire to understand the world through her lens—to experience the "blunders" that the White Room never allowed. To him, Horikita is a source of "mental refreshment" because her aura is sharp, clear, and unlike the artificial environment he was raised in.

2. Strategic Irrationality: Kushida vs. Hiyori The true proof of this "method testing" lies in the parallels between Horikita’s most irrational decision and Ayanokōji’s recent "emotional-awakening). Horikita’s Move: In Year 2, Vol 5, Horikita makes the "irrational" choice to save Kushida Kikyō at the cost of Airi Sakura. Ayanokōji initially defines this as a "disastrous error," but he decides to support her to see if this irrationality can lead to growth. He witnesses this "irrationality" yield positive results by Year 3. Ayanokōji’s Imitation: In Year 3, Vol 4, Ayanokōji performs his own "irrational save." He sacrifices a guaranteed 100-point class victory to save Hiyori Shiina from Ryūen’s trap. He explicitly asks himself: "Is the very fact that I was questioning the reason already proof that I had entered unfamiliar territory (emotions)?". Synthesis: He isn't just "in love" with Hiyori in a traditional sense. He is testing the "Horikita Formula"—the idea that a strategically "wrong" or irrational choice can lead to a deeper human experience. 3. Hiyori as the Lab, Horikita as the Reality If we analyze his "love" for Hiyori through this lens of imitation, the hierarchy of his relationships becomes clear: Karuizawa Kei is the "Textbook": His first attempt to learn the theory of love through a parazit-konak (parasite-host) dynamic. Hiyori Shiina is the "Simulation": Because Hiyori is a kindred spirit (a bookworm), she is the perfect "safe laboratory" (outside his own class) where he can simulate the human bond he sees in Horikita. When he says he wants his feelings for her to be "flesh and blood," he is trying to mimic the genuine spark he witnessed when Horikita first smiled at him—an event he called a "drop of color in a blank sketchbook". Horikita Suzune is the "Mirror/Reality": She is the only person he doesn't treat as a "subject." Instead, she is his teacher of humanity. He follows her "back" closer than anyone else because her growth is the counter-evidence to his father’s ideology.

The Journey to "Becoming Human" Ayanokōji’s imitation of Horikita is his exit ticket from the White Room. By mimicking her "irrational" courage—like her refusal to abandon Kushida—he is trying to see if he can feel the same heartbeat she does. If Horikita’s Kushida gamble resulted in a "positive transformation," Ayanokōji’s save of Hiyori is his simulation of that transformation. But the architect of this entire emotional shift is the person he has analyzed down to the last cell for two years: Horikita Suzune. She is the only one who can make a "machine" want to be a "human"

In essence: Horikita Suzune is the only true Mirror thought which the author intends to "humanize" Ayanokouji. I think The relationship is the ultimate slow-burn romance, destined to culminate in a breakthrough at the series ' finale as it gradually erodes the defense mechanisms- logic and isolation-of both parties.

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