Story time I think it got deleted so I’m re uploading
Right so throw back to earlier this year my boy bsf asked me out and I said yes and we were so good together for the first month or two untill I started noticing patterns and stuff I have always turned away at but it felt like he was in a relationship with himself this man would only tuning about how he felt his feeling and wanted the whole world to revolve around him my granny passed away on the 20th of march and had been in hospital and then moved into a care home since New Year’s and she meant everything to me I looked after her for the past two years (she had altzimhers ) and loosing her was when the world stopped for me and when she was put on end of life my now ex boyfriend told me he would be here for me as soon as she passed and the night she passed I called him and he told me he was going to come the next day a day later he messaged me telling me he couldn’t get out of bed because of his mh but then that day whent skating with are mutual bestfriend fast forward a week or two he came round and I was going to the chapel of rest to see my granny and I was writing a letter to say happy birthday because it was her birthday in a few days and my final goodbyes and I kept going in the bathroom because I felt like I was going to break
Down and I don’t like being vunrable in front of people and I had completely switched off when I came back in sat on my phone and wasn’t talking because I didn’t wana break down and I was only like that for 5-10 mins and he had basically fake a phone call saying he had to go home which I did belive at first but when he came round the next time I was on his phone and saw msg he had sent saying I was horrible I was dehumanising him all because I switched off for abit and then one last thing I don’t wana make this crazy long so the band was at his house for his birthday and me and kc and j20 were watching jackass upstairs and he was doing his own thing w his cousin and all of a sudden we heared and I’m not exaggerating her bloody murder screams and bacically he had hit his step dad then ran out into the road and layed in the middle of the road and when his step dad tried to move him he attacked him again and we later stopped at kc friends house because we were genuinely terrified and I woke up blocked also he would get mad at me because I didn’t let him do dr)gs because I used to do them and I used to be an addict and me and kc talking about it but not in a good way we speak about how it affected us badley but yeah anyways that’s the story let me know ur thoughts