u/Pleasant-Pumpkin-339

it feels like an inside joke with himself

i’ve not thrown up in close to 20 years. i’ve had crippling emetophobia since then. a few nights ago I started feeling really sick and it happened. it wasn’t particularly pleasant but it also wasn’t as horrible as i’d thought. it happened, then it was over, and I felt much better. in the past 48 hours that i’ve had this bug, I spent MAYBE two minutes total actively vomiting. obviously i’d rather not be sick, but it happened, im fine, and ill be fine if it happens again