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Can I get into any of these? (Bsc in Microbiology)

1. Asutosh

2. Lady brabourne

3. Loreto

4. Bethune

5. Surendrath

Top 4 337 (general cast) Should I add any other college?

I'm a neet dropout thinking to take admission in college this year. I have a question. Since I am a drop out do I need to apply differently or is there anything like submitting a document showing my cause of drop out??? Please someone help me out.

I've been having dpdr for a year and a half now. I have ocd and anxiety and past trauma that all led to here. This morning I woke up with these weird indescribable existential thoughts... I felt like-- nothing exists, or ever existed not even myself ,,,like do I exist?? Does anything exist?? Like I'd fade into nothingness... Like it's very hard to describe that feeling but I'm still trying to make sense... it's very incoherent....It's not like "we're in a simulation" thought it's just soo weird, indescribable and soo distressing... Even though the thought has faded, the anxiety is still lingering and that thought is coming now and then if I try hard to think about it... I've been under a lot of stress lately that triggered my ocd and that made my dpdr worse and that led to this probably... I've had this thought before when my dpdr was at its worst last year... But it faded... What do I do😭😭 am I alone having thoughts like this