Funded Accounts
These last two weeks have been pretty good. I passed two accounts, the first being a 50K DLL account. My first day funded, I just wanted to catch a trade. The second day, I was able to catch some pretty good trades, but today, I don’t know what happened. All the discipline that got me to this point went out the window. I started taking trades just to take them, and when I was wrong, I didn’t want to accept it, so I held onto trades knowing I was risking everything I had worked for.
I only needed four more green days of $150 to qualify for a payout, and somehow I still let myself get in my own way. Last night, I passed my second account, a 50K static, and I did the same thing all over again. Instead of being patient and sticking to my plan, I got caught up in wanting to make money.
I honestly don’t even know anymore, bro. I’ve worked so hard to get to this point, and it’s frustrating watching myself throw away the very discipline that got me here. Part of me doesn’t even want to trade these funded accounts anymore. I know I’m capable of doing this because I’ve proven it, but right now, I feel like I’m my own biggest enemy.