
u/PomegranatePromises3

Bed time story.
Never had a man besides my dad and older brothers read me a bed time story before.
I didn't even ask you just basically said "I'm going to read your sleepy ass a story".
I think that's one of the sweetest things someone has ever done for me.
I know that's such a small thing but it meant so much to me.
Listening to your deep voice is now my personal bed time routine.
"You need to get some sleep"
Hush up but keep talking..
I need it to fall asleep.
"I look forward to your morning texts"
I love that.
Doesn't matter how long we talk we both still want more and more of eachother.
Everything is brighter and you just make me feel better in general.
We have so much in common that when we don't it's almost a relief because it gets a bit creepy how much we're similar.
Never met someone who fits me so well and it's not just me connecting dots that probably don't exist.
You confirm my feelings everyday and it's starting to feel more natural as the time goes on.
I'm not used to being told the way I make people feel so it's been an adjustment.
I love how open and honest you are with me and I'm glad you let me do the same.
We haven't talked about everything but we're taking it a day and a million questions at a time.
I love it.
I love you.
Some people may be judging from the outside but if they were in our shoes they'd understand that finding a connection like this is too rare to pass up.
I've personally never had a man treat me this way before.
I think I'm having some kind of sick dream then I wake up and you're still here wanting me and it shocks me every time.
I've told you a lot and you're still like "alright what else?".
It's wild.
I fall more for you every day.
You make me laugh and smile so hard my face hurts.
When things take a spicy turn you get my heart pounding and my mind racing just thinking of your touch or kiss.
You're so far from me but those few times on the phone I've never felt so close to someone like that.
(Lady's...call that man and let him listen.. trust me)
(Gentleman...don't just listen... encourage.. trust me)
(Everyone in between... just do the thing...trust me)
My face was tingling and I couldn't feel my lips for almost an hour.
We've talked about more then just sex and it's refreshing not feeling like that's the only thing you're thinking about when we talk.
Sure..we both think about it a lot but mostly I think we're just clicking so much it's hard not to think about how great we'd be together.
Honestly I think we're both more excited to just sleep next to eachother then anything.
Cuddle and talk about random shit with eachother.
I want your arms around me right now honestly.
Every picture you send me has me in a choke hold.
You're too sexy.
Too fine.
Too handsome I fear I'm the ugly one in this relationship.
Even though you tell me how attractive you think I am I'm just thinking in my head "it's a good thing you're obviously blind or I'd be screwed".
Then you say things like "if I get dementia or schizophrenia... I'd want to see you 24/7" and I'm like whoa...tell me more..
You're too much for my nervous system to handle sometimes.
You seem to always have something sweet or a bit crazy to say to leave me speechless and I love it so much.
I'll take your crazy any day.
Everyday you're coming back for more of mine so I feel like it's a healthy way of being unhinged with eachother.
We'd be so boring if we tried to keep everything in the lines or toned it down for others comfort.
You are my comfort at this point and waking up to you telling me sweet unhinged thoughts is becoming a love language for me.
Our song tag is also a huge reason why I'm obsessed with you.
You're like me in all the best ways but somehow even better.
I could write about you all day but ill save some for my next letter.
I love you.
💜
Pinching myself.
I'm so fucked.
Like.
Fucked.
You are just.
Like.
I'm sorry..
What?
Is this real?
Am i asleep?
This must be..
Something like a lucid dream?
Where i apparently visit you while in bed.
Except..
I'm in your head too you said.
Something about this feels so right.
Especially the way we talked tonight.
Nowhere in sight yet you felt so close.
Have me wondering if I've finally out run all my ghosts..
Who would've known all this would come from just one silly post?
How is it you even exist?
How is it you've become so important so quick?
I was hung up on him for so long.
Sooo fucking long this almost feels wrong but..
Poof he's seemingly just gone.
What i feel for you is way too strong.
Honestly just getting stronger in a lot of ways.
We talk all day and night and you like to send me songs you think I'd like!
Never thought it was going to lead to this.
I thought "it'll probably fizzle out quick".
Little did I know that someone could come along and sweep me off my feet again at all.
I told myself I was done writing these fucking things!
Look at me...
Just here writing you my version of a poem.
It's because you make me feel at home again.
Like you've always been where I should've been.
Where have you been?
You told me and color me impressed with you and the way you're required to dress.
So handsome i feel myself start to sweat and slip into cardiac arrest.
Feeling like you've cracked open my chest.
You kill me.
You're so funny and loving.
You're a bit of a freak but I think it's sweet if you know what I mean.
We're already talking about everything we want and need.
You're waisting no time with me and I couldn't thank you enough.
You're chasing me and calling me on all my bluffs.
We're both going through things that are tough but when we talk all I feel is your love warming me up.
You're so understanding and passionate.
In my brain I'm having a hard time processing it.
You're unpredictable yet unafraid to be in the same breath.
You're just like me it's as if you're truly in my head.
Nothing I feel can't be said to you without you understanding exactly what I meant.
It's honestly freaking me the fuck out.
You've got me curled up on my couch thinking of all the ways this could go south.
Yet I can't picture anything besides you and me and mine and our future babies smiling and laughing like we never had any doubts.
Like our past should be dust in the wind.
Life would be sweet because I love you and you love me.
Both of our heads would be up in the clouds refusing to pull them out.
You've changed everything since you've come around.
You're now the reason my heart races and pounds trying to escape from my chest.
This feeling you give me decreases my stress.
I've stopped getting too into my own head and ended up in yours instead.
Have me dreaming of the day we finally get to look in eachothers eyes.
Your arms around me so tight kissing your lips and curling my toes.
(Side note guys he said i have a cute nose!)
We talk so much God only knows when we'll finally shut up.
I don't think it's too soon to call you my love.
You've already got me swooning like a baby dove.
So high off you and your love someone's gonna have to get me down.
I hope it's you and you decide to just float away too.
Something about you has me feeling intimidated.
Maybe it's your eyes or the way I can hear you smile over the phone when you tell me things that make me go oh..
Here I was thinking I'd probably always feel alone..
Then you showed up and had me constantly checking my phone.
Something in the tone of your voice makes me wish I could switch the voice in my head with yours.
Hearing you all day could possibly ruin me.
"I love you goodnight" fuck is my chest feeling tight.
Had me giggling as you were on Google looking at flights.
Something in the way you want me has me begging that one day we'll finally meet.
Keep on sending me those long ass messages and songs that make you think of me.
I'll keep telling you everything and anything you want to know about me.
You keep talking about our future like it's all you think about besides that other thing.
Keep hinting that you're aiming for wedding rings.
Wasn't really a hint so much as you literally said you want to work towards that with me.
You accept me and my little one like it's not even that big of a deal.
Tonight I could hear in your voice how much you mean what you say and say what you mean.
Good god my face is still tingling thinking of all the things you mean too me.
Something in my gut kept telling me to wait and I didn't know why.
You're the reason and you've literally changed my life in such a short amount of time.
You're literally always on my mind.
Honestly..
What the fuck is even happening?
It's definitely not a dream but i can't help but keep asking all my friends to pinch me.
I'm bruised up and I'm taking it as a sign that this isn't just my imagination.
I'm truly falling for you.
You said you want to catch me.
You said you're borderline obsessing.
Honestly we're both guilty.
Literally cannot stop texting!
"Call me whenever you want i love hearing your voice"
That right there sir is my preferred drug of choice.
Have me feeling like an addict waiting for my next fix.
You've got something that makes me feel weak.
I'm powerless when it comes to you.
I couldn't lie too you to save my own life.
We're too alike you'd know immediately.
There's no hope of slowing this down despite our kinda frail attempts.
So many levels we're just click click clicking.
Why on God's green earth should we fight something like this?
I'm glad we stumbled upon eachother.
Your favorite fruit is a pomegranate for fucks sake need I say more?
I could.
I want too and I will again eventually.
For now I just needed to scream this into the void right quick.
You're asleep but damn does it feel like I'm the one in a dream.
"Sweet dreams".
You're telling me..
Quick someone pinch me I'm starting to float off again!
Ps. I'll be sending this before you wake up..Just a little token of my love.
~ Your long distance lover girl. 💜
(Sorry for any mistakes too tired to fix rn)
Amaarae - SAD GIRLZ LUV MONEY Remix ft Kali Uchis (Lyric Video)
Yes we do.