So, it was my first proper time with this guy who came over. We connected on a really fun level. He was excited to come over, and we had such deep yet fun conversations. It did turn me on quite a lot, and I literally realized I am indeed gay, not asexual.

He said I better text him back, gave me his number, and mentioned he's been busy. But it’s been more than three days since he last responded, and I did double text — nothing anxious or overbearing, just light-hearted meme stuff.

I’ve been going insane thinking about him because that connection and the way he made me feel like a person is insane. He said he owned quite a few businesses and that it’s a busy week, but I also work full time as well.

It’s so embarrassing, and I hate myself every day for this. I can't even go on Grindr and haven't even gooned because it just doesn't feel real.

I just need some strong words of encouragement. Everywhere I go, I see him. What kind of spell did he cast on me?