I feel dramatic.
Does anyone else feel like this stage is much harder on them than the people around them going through it? I think the only symptom i haven’t suffered from is frozen shoulder. My gyno and psychiatrist both told me that being a woman with adhd and going through it isn’t necessarily worse but louder. I was pretty smooth for a bit. Recently my estrogen and progesterone needed raised because of rage & 3am wake ups, sweats. Then BAM national shortage. I’m on week 5 with out hormones. It’s all back.
I have zero social battery. It’s exhausting to small talk. Nerve wrecking to do gatherings. I desire to be home in silence. Solitude! I’m barely getting through work because it’s a performance. Maybe I’m dramatic I feel dramatic. This whole thing is a train wreck to my life. I have the memory of a cracker & attention span of a squirrel. I’m sad because I am not me. I’m a social butterfly, funny outgoing. I enjoy living.
I just feel really alone in it.