u/Popular_Homework_981

i recently joined this group, so coming to the main point, from childhood not intentionally but manifested a lot of things, my college , a scenario or Even a person once, but common thing between them is i never manifested with any ritual or chanting , It's just i visualize them , and It going to happen somehow, i don't even know what is manifestation, but later when i tried with ritual & all, It"s never happend almost failed everytime, one common thing i noticed is that whatever i got in my life through visualization don't tensed me but things i really tried manifestation with ritual is somehow the reason i sad , Anxiety or depression because it's lead to overthinking..

Now i need your help , I'm isolated now, no friends after school, and 1% attendance in college, but yesterday i liked a girl and we're from same class but i never knew about it as i never went to college , Yesterday we had internship class together , do you guys have any plan , i told you all stories so you can give me a effective plan looking at my past, currently i'm unable to do the previous trick because she is now in my consciousness and i'm overthinking it, i'm looking for a idea that match with my past...