i’ve been trying to quit for nearly two decades and nothing works
it’s gotten worse over time. i hate the quotes that click for others that don’t work for me. “you’ve got this” is the worst one personally. i’m not afraid of death and i don’t feel shame, even after countless “rock bottoms”. alcohol was and is my only friend. but i want to quit because i’m always so tired and it’s a waste of time and money. i’m sick of always losing against it. i’m sick of feeling gross in the morning. i’ve listened to the podcasts, even suggested some to others. i’ve gotten the warnings, read all the literature, tried to appeal to myself emotionally, logically, financially.
please, does any one who “nothing has worked” have a thing that distracted them enough? or an unorthodox way? i feel so utterly alone. it’s why i picked up the bottle in the first place