u/Potato6352

Just wanted to throw a hi 👋 into the void

I've spent my 26 years on this earth single and I'm not gonna lie it gets to me every now and then I'd love to have someone to spend my days with but since ive spent so much time with just myself I like to think it helps me understand myself a little more. Don't get me wrong the alone time can be both soothing or crushing depending on the day.

I never really had a standard for what a good relationship looked like growing up. Most of the family members around me were either divorced or in very toxic relationships that were not healthy to be in and I think seeing this growing up put something like a fear of love or just trusting someone that much in me that its become hard to open up to people. There are a few other reasons on top of this that just reinforced this feeling and and time passed I closed myself off more trying not to get to close to anybody.

Even now I find it hard to approach people but ive been trying to put a little more effort in meeting people. I only ment to make a small post but ended up spiraling so sorry about that 😅.

Moved into new house but roommate may have lied about the amount need to pay deposit, probably got scammed by family member, car wreck on day I left work early just to get a breather,and my console just crashed so having a great week 🙃