I hate life
It feels like everything keeps getting harder and harder, and I’m reaching a point where I’m completely exhausted. I’m tired of constantly having to push through one difficult thing after another, and more than anything, I just want it all to stop for a while.
My dissociation has come back, and it’s making everything feel distant and unreal. It’s preventing me from fully experiencing or enjoying the moments that should bring me happiness. Even when something good happens, I feel disconnected from it, like I’m there physically but unable to truly be present or feel it.
Life just feels incredibly heavy right now. I’m exhausted from trying to keep going while feeling so disconnected from myself and the world around me. Everything feels harder than it should, and I honestly just wish things could become easier for once.