u/PoulCoolMan

/turned two best racehorses from my home-town into Umas, hope you like 'em <3

I think I am gonna quit. I am at the point where I can’t even finish the career, because my Uma can’t get her triple crown or some shit.

I don’t have any good cards, I don’t have any shards to upgrade ones I already have, I don’t have upgraded ones that actually do something. I have no parents nor means to farm any, and even if I try I get some shit like 1 wit or 2 guts, 9 out of 10 times. And that 1 time I get something is 2 speed or, god bless, 1 stamina.

My Umas can get an S, but when I try to test run them or show to someone they tell it’s glue. I lose every CM I go and every Cup I join, usually at the 14th-16th place. Doesn’t even matter if is it "meme cup", or "newbie cup", or anything else.

I look at other players. They have better stats, skills, cards. Everything, and yet even if they don’t have, they somehow manage to make A+ Bakushin, who steamrolled last CM. I high key want to cry when I look at my race history and see how my Umas, who I truly believed in, coming dead last. Even worse when I ask them, how in the living hell they do that they say something like: "I play by the feel."

I know I have skill issue. I look up guides, tables, calculators, affinity guides, race agendas, videos, full runs, I read and watch EVERYTHING! Yet I still fail. I just don’t understand why, because it looks like I do everything by the book, but it’s just doesn’t seem to work on practice.

I really don’t want to quit. I like the game, I like the story, I like Umamusume in general. I tried taking breaks from the game, but it doesn’t matters how long those brakes are, one CM race and I am sad all over again.

I just want to ask: WHY to even keep trying to do something if you gonna fail no matter what? How do you guys so good when I am so bad? Is it just plain over for me and there is no hope?

TL;TR: Skill Issue so massive I have a mental breakdown. Why even try to keep up?

I can’t do this anymore! Just a week ago I was having A+ and S, and now I cannot finish a single career cuz my umas keep failing on the first-third G3 in MANT. I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE! I know I do something wrong, but when I try to fix it SOMETHING ELSE BREAKS AND I STILL LOSE! Is that it?! Did I reached my limit?! WHAT THE HELL DO I DO?!

I just … is Nightmare Hunt good for this kind of army? I personally find it funny