u/Practical-Pomelo-755

So I transitioned from hot coffee to cold coffee because it’s calmer on my stomach and I have a very sensitive stomach so I had to also go off of dairy right now. I’m using the Starbucks creamer oat milk, but it’s so chemically and I really don’t wanna have to spend that much but I want something creamy and sweet I need the coffee to be a certain color for me to drink it. It has to be a light light brown. I don’t want it to be dark and a lot of these creamers they don’t make the coffee creamy looking enough for me. I need a creamer that can do that same thing as the Starbucks creamer oat milk, but less processed any advice

My job is emotionally killing me. It’s extremely stressful. We’re understaffed. I’m doing the job of five people with severe depression and anxiety and insomnia, and I’ve been pushing myself there for three years going no matter what I’m feeling inside. I’ve always been able to sort of force myself to go to work even after I was SA I was able to sort of like push the feelings down and go to work. I know it sounds insane, but I’ve been able to sort of just completely become a fake person but lately I can’t do that anymore and I’m having emotional breakdowns before work and I feel paralyzed emotionally. I cannot go. I’m probably gonna get fired at this point because I keep asking to call out or I work from home instead and they don’t really like that so I’m not really sure what to do. I don’t wanna tell my boss she talks about everyone behind their back and tell everybody my business I don’t know what to do. I don’t have anyone to talk to you about this. I have nowhere to turn