u/Prancing_Salamander

You say that you deserve your suffering,

But I dare you to look the little girl you used to be in the eye,

And tell her that she deserves this pain.

Hi everyone, I (19F) have not been formally diagnosed, but told that I probably have ARFID by an ED center intake therapist (the plan to get treatment at that center isn't going to work out). I have been struggling more than usual recently and continue to lose weight, and I could use any and all recommendations for food I could try to make safe foods. My only current safe foods are bagels with biscoff spread, vanilla cupcake goldfish, and confetti cake slices you can find in like grocery store bakeries (idk why only confetti cake lol). I also feel super guilty about eating unhealthy, like I'm just making up an excuse to. Idk I just really need tips.

I have only been running for 6 months, no prior experience, and yesterday I ran my first marathon in 4:24! I got 2nd in my age group (15-19), I turned 19 a month ago and I just can't believe I've done a marathon! My first 17 miles were great, ran the whole time and under 10 minutes for each mile, but the last part was a struggle and I kept more in the 10-11 minute mile range and had to walk a bit. Such a great experience overall and such a fulfilling achievement.