u/Prestigious-Oil-6906

I have lazy eye and ptosis on the other, I also have weird speech impediment, so facially speaking, people think I look and sound like I'm "special needs", it's annoying when meeting people and them treating you like you slow and need help all the time but I got used to it.

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One day I took advantage of it when I got in trouble for a very serious crime, possibly on the registry, I started hanging out with this girl of same age and I regrettably groped her few times, got caught by another classmate so I got called upon by the head teacher.

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She told me the the dire situation I was in, so on the spot, I played with my looks and acted oblivious and said I was dared by other classmates to do it, which she believed and told me not to do ever again and it was instantly dropped.

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I regretted doing all that, taking advantage of another person innocence, taking advantage of people thinking I'm special needs and simply being such terrible person, idk why I even did it, but every time I remember it, I cringe at myself out of guilt and become fully ashamed of myself.