How do I believe in Islam?
I have a boyfriend, he is a muslim, and of course youre supposed to get involved and try to get information about your partner's beliefs, and thatd what I did. I researched about Islam, read some of the Quran, asked him questions, saw him pray, and I really find Islam peaceful and reasonable.
The problem is that for me, uncertainty is what is making me not be a muslim. I really need certainty with everything, maybe it has to do with the fact that I suffer OCD, which makes me always doubt everything.
I know that faith is an essential part of believing in God, but I feel that the only answer and solution to my issue, would be a particular tangible proof of the existence of Allah, If that happened, I would completely surrender to Islam. Is it selfish to wish that? What other alternatives do I have to believe Islam? Thank you all😔