Never again
I trusted you COMPLETELY! Never checked your phone, never asked you to share your location with me. I never fucking saw this coming and I feel so fucking stupid! Yeah, I had doubts because you were so distant sometimes and when I asked you about it and told you that if you weren’t invested in our relationship that you could go! You said it was your anxiety/depression/OCD or whatever other bullshit and told me you’d try! I wanted it to work so I believed you! I convinced myself that you were just struggling and showed love differently and maybe I was too needy. You never fucking did try though and then you cheat and tell me that you haven’t wanted to be with me for years! I gave you many opportunities to be honest! To leave! You stayed for SEVEN GODDAMN YEARS! You tell me you don’t regret it and all you care about is yourself and her! You fucking sociopath! How could I have been so wrong about you.