Just a random rant, I know a lot of you can relate to this
I don't know where to start with this rant. I feel like I will never find someone who will accept me as who I am, why is it that people get so attracted with me at first and always lose interest?
To be honest I've always known the answer to that question that I've repeatedly asked myself—they liked my appearance, and how I present myself outside but when they truly get to know me they always stay away.. I'd always warn them at first that I could be too intense, and that I had issues that can affect our relationship, but they never took it seriously, they'll promise me that they won't change, that they won't avoid me if I didn't show restraint. But when I give you what I want why do you get scared and throw me away?
You like fantasizing me but you can't even handle the thing that I have repeatedly warned you about? Why do they always want me to show that part of me yet they can't even handle it?