I was groomed
I really want to get this off my chest. I was 5 years old when I was groomed. Back then, I used to play with other kids in our neighborhood. Most of the kids where I lived were boys, though I also played with girls some of them didn’t want to play with me. There was this group of kids who were older than me, and I remember one of them was already a teenager. I didn’t really understand what we were doing back then I just followed whatever they did. Sometimes, people would even catch us doing things in dark places.
It makes me so angry, and I regret ever going with them. The past still really haunts me. I hear people twisting the truth, saying I was the one who groomed them, or calling me names like I’m a “whore”. When I was 17, there was this family living in the same apartment building as us. They were fucking peeking at people while they were showering in the bathroom. They lived on the second floor, and the bathroom was right below their unit. There were holes in the bathroom ceiling, and they were peeking at me while I was showering and doing other things. Afaik, they were also peeking at some of my neighbors here too. I told my mom and the landlord about them peeking at me while I showered, and they fixed the holes in their place where they could see inside the bathroom. Those assholes got angry at me just because I fucking told on them and exposed what they were doing.
I can’t even type some of the words I want to say or say exactly what I really want to do I just got a warning
It’s okay if you don’t believe my story. I just want to express my feelings here, no one here knows me.