u/PrizeSingle3038

Anyone else feel the blank Thank You cards you get with the funeral home 'package' are like a horrible joke? Who expects that the grieving person would have the time, energy, or desire to write out a thank you for each card or plant received. "Thank you for acknowledging that the person died!" No, not thanking anyone for that.

update: if you did send them, God bless you! I just feel overwhelmed by the lack of time to focus on anything except keeping my job, house, and children alive.

"I'm ok."

(head is spinning

brain is screaming

heart is broken and very, very afraid

body feels like it's weighted down by tons of invisible concrete

and sorry if I throw up while talking to you - I might have an ulcer)

"You know, hanging in there. How are you?"

rug

rip

you're sprawled open

and no one is coming to put you back

broken

afriad

matter of reality

that you must carry yourself

do your worst

i dare you

see what horrors I can mirror

and

when you ask

there's nothing you can do for me now

i beg

stay away

i don't recognize

anything anymore