Birthday Blues
yesterday was my 23rd birthday i’ve had feeling like this on my birthday for about 7 years but this one was the worst I think it’s cause last year i found out my birth mom was doing it to have her rent paid not just putting me and my siblings up for adoption but conceiving me and them for it. It makes me feel like i have no purpose because I wasn’t made with any. I’ve asked other people in my life and most of them say but you got a good family you’re okay or you’ll make it through this, and i am grateful for my family and glad they raised me well and weren’t abusive. However it’s like a pain in my bones that won’t go away i’m just wondering if anyone else has gone through this or something like it and how they got threw it or are getting threw it