u/Professional_Assist4

hey, everyone. i quit smoking about 2 months ago since smoking on off since i was 17 now 20.
Im having real trouble adapting sometimes especially at night and such.

I knew i had to quit to get my shit back together. too overweight, sitting home not doing shit.

But I get these days when i have nothing to do, no friends to hangout with and i get such an urge to smoke. I know i dont wanna do it and i have had the discipline to not go and buy some.

But sometimes it feels so hard. Like im left with all these thoughts, having nightmares, getting more mentally affected by social life and things going on around me.

I just dont know what to do cause i dont wanna go back, but it feels like im gonna.