u/Professional_Bad7552

Streaming on YouTube now since he’s banned on tt. Says tt doesn’t make him happy anymore. So he thinks he’s just going to stay on YouTube. Says it will take him a week or a little less to become monetized

I’m almost 38 and I’m really struggling with this breakup, and I could use some support from people who understand.
My ex and I have been almost completely no contact for almost 3 months. The last real communication we had was her telling me not to contact her again and threatening legal action if I did. I respected that and have stayed away, but emotionally I feel like I’m still stuck.
I still think about her constantly. I dream about her and her son almost every night, and sometimes I wake up feeling like I’ve lost them all over again. I still miss them so much.
During the day I can function enough to work, but when I get home I usually just lie in bed all night. I don’t want to do anything. I’ve been crying a lot and feeling really depressed and hopeless.
The hardest part is that I keep wondering if I’m ever actually going to get over her. Almost 3 months of no contact feels like such a long time, yet I still feel this attached. I know no contact isn’t supposed to be a way to get your ex back. It’s supposed to be about healing yourself, but honestly, I’m struggling to see the healing right now.
I’m not going to reach out to her because I know she made her boundary very clear. I just wish my brain and heart would catch up with that reality.
For anyone who has been through something similar, did you ever reach the point where you thought you would never stop missing your ex, and then somehow eventually got better? How long did it take? What actually helped?
I could really use some hope from people who have made it through the other side.

I’m almost 38 and I’m really struggling with depression after a breakup that I still haven’t been able to move past.
My ex and I broke up several months ago, and I still think about her constantly. I dream about her and her son almost every night, which makes it feel like I never actually get a break from it. Some mornings I wake up from a dream about them and immediately feel that sadness all over again.
I work during the day, but when I get home I basically just lie in bed all night. I don’t want to do anything. Things I normally enjoy don’t really interest me. I’ve been crying a lot lately and feeling incredibly hopeless and lonely.
The hardest part is that I’m scared this is just going to be my life now. I know people say that time helps, but right now I genuinely can’t imagine feeling like myself again.
I am seeing a therapist and psychiatrist, and I’m trying to get help. I’m not looking for judgment or someone to tell me to “just move on.” I’d really appreciate hearing from people who have been in a similar place and eventually felt okay again.
Did you ever get to a point where you genuinely thought you would never feel better, but eventually did? What helped you get through it?

I’m almost 38 and I’m really struggling with depression after a breakup that I still haven’t been able to move past.
My ex and I broke up several months ago, and I still think about her constantly. I dream about her and her son almost every night and it’s always about us being a family again, which makes it feel like I never actually get a break from it. Some mornings I wake up from a dream about them and immediately feel that sadness all over again. It’s a deep sadness I can’t even explain.
I work during the day, but when I get home I basically just lie in bed all night. I don’t want to do anything. Things I normally enjoy don’t really interest me. I’ve been crying a lot lately and feeling incredibly hopeless and lonely.
The hardest part is that I’m scared this is just going to be my life now. I know people say that time helps, but right now I genuinely can’t imagine feeling like myself again.
I am seeing a therapist and psychiatrist, and I’m trying to get help. I’m not looking for judgment or someone to tell me to “just move on.” I’d really appreciate hearing from people who have been in a similar place and eventually felt okay again.
Did you ever get to a point where you genuinely thought you would never feel better, but eventually did? What helped you get through it?

My ex texted me two months ago and said to not contact her or her son and if I do she will take legal action. She said they were both having setbacks from our breakup. Haven’t spoken a word to her since, but I’ve noticed the past two weeks she has been looking at my Facebook stories randomly. Of course I’m overthinking what it could mean and only she knows the answer as to why she’s looking. But still… why????

Live in PA! Lover of books, plants, Legos, video games.. the list goes on and on! DM me if you want to get to know each other more :)

What do you know.. back on tik tok being a jerk towards his viewers..

On tt being a jerk to his viewers after looking up his ranking and seeing he is #27 in his agency. What does he expect when he throws cry baby fits and logs right off after losing battles.

Told meet me people today that he’s taking a big risk. He’s no longer going to camp. He is changing his whole content. He can get views just by cooking. He doesn’t want a big audience like he thought. He just wants to chill and talk with other creators.
He really needs to get some help. He has so many signs of mental illness.

Now he wants to change his content and just do battles. He’s so lazy.

100 percent going to Colorado now 🤦🏻‍♀️

Now he’s saying he doesn’t know what he’s going to do tomorrow. He’s going to either head home or go to Jersey. How does someone change their mind all the fucking time?

He’s on MM acting like a dick. Now debating whether he should go back home or to Jersey. Said he wants to give his cats more space. This dude can’t ever make up his mind. And he’s so up and down.

$3,807 made this week.
But I thought he was broke. 🤔

Searching for connections/friendships in south central Pennsylvania. 37/femme. Love to read, paint, play video games! Have the cutest English bull dog who is my sidekick. DM me so we can get to know each other :)

He’s lazy, but def been even lazier lately. Barely streaming on tik tok. Getting high on meet me all night. I feel like shits about to hit the fan for him.

He’s so back and forth. Now he’s saying he might go back home to Colorado for a couple of weeks. To give the cats space and take a break.

Why hasn’t he been getting on tik tok as much lately?

On mm. Just got pulled over. Got two tickets. One for speeding and one for no registration on the trailer! 350 dollars.

What’s with him and freshly? Did they hate each other at one point? Trying to understand their relationship. 🤣