Quality of life is miserable.
I’ve been trying so hard to recover for the past 2 month but it’s only gotten worse and I’m honestly just so tired, the stories I hear of ppl who have dealt with this for years doesn’t make it any better because I feel like I genuinely will never recover from this and that this is just my life now, constant chronic pain all over my back, shoulders, chest, sternum, everywhere, and the shortness of breath is just awful, my depression has never been this bad and I’m having such awful thoughts, I just want this costo pain to go away, I can’t live my life anymore, I’m 24 and feel like my life is over because of this. I can’t sleep anymore because of this condition and it’s ruining me. I know I can’t make it stop, and that kills me that I can’t do anything about it except for TRYING to recover and I just stay them same, I know it’s a work in progress and you don’t just get better after 2 months, but I’m so tired mentally and physically, I don’t know how much longer I can hold on and take. I guess I was just wondering if anyone is in the same boat and having these kinds of feelings aswell.