I was a firm believer.. until I wasn’t
Exactly what the title says.
Just to give a little information, I found out about subliminals back in 2018 - when the rise of wanting to look like influencers came out (fatherkels, cindy kimberly, sahar.luna etc) I thought that if I looked like them I could become a model. That was one of my dreams.
Over the years I wanted things such as lighter hair, green eyes and lighter skin. But I never saw my skin get any lighter than what it already is. I was a firm believer though, I did all the methods known to mankind—365,water method, scripting, robotic affirming. I thought i wasn’t getting my desires because I wasn’t being serious enough about it. So I tried to be serious… and even that didn’t work.
I tried to manifest more income for my family that was struggling—more income for myself so I can buy whatever I want. I have yet and haven’t seen a change on that regard that involves “manifesting”.
Or when I bought two cc subs - I didn’t even get results. My features were already similar and all it takes is a little angle and pose to make yourself look somewhat like your desired person. I tried body subs and they didn’t work - I assumed it was because I wasn’t putting action so I started working out. Obviously I got changes but that’s because I was making a PHYSICAL EFFORT to change.
When my dad passed last year I thought about “revising “ his death. I feel like hearing the word revise–whether it comes to history or changes like your birth name put me in some sort of psychosis since 2022. But I realized all this time I just fucking wasted my time. I wasted my time trying to get the looks that I want, the dream job that I wanted.
Or when I tried manifesting for freckles this year because my delusional self bought a few of Opias subs and got zero results from them. I thought that I actually had freckles appearing but guess what… it’s a gene i’ve always had. I’ve only realized them on my face now because I’ve been in the sun a bit more.
I was 14? when I found them and now I’m 23. I do say I regret the time I found them until the time I finally dropped them like a month or two ago. I used to preach the law to my friend - i’m going to manifest this and that and it never happened. I still have a friend who thinks everything is working out in her favor… but it’s just her being lucky. Please stop wasting your time on subliminals or manifesting through just having it. Using SATS — or going to the law of attraction whatever the case may be. It genuinely doesn’t work. All you’re doing is wasting your life away wishing for a miracle when you can just… take the effort to work towards what you want. Even if it’s only one step at a time.