u/Proper-Mirror2201

So, i just found a youtube video that talks about different planets as Darakarak. As per my chart, i thought venus is my Darakarak as I'm like yea, graceful handsome spouse.. who doesn't want that. At the end, he mentions about Rahu as Darakarak!

My every behavior like flirting a lot with people of other race, traveling solo to other country that my family couldn't think of, repulsion from every traditional or from my roots, etc. It explains everything.. like i want a partner from other race!

It kinda made me uncomfortable to accept that because i didn't know that was possible or maybe it made internalised racist person or whatever..

Venus rahu jupiter are all together in swati Nakshatra, 4th house in libra. I'm running VeRa period. I can't explain the obsession to look for something different and fear of settling for what I don't want. 7th house lord - saturn Shatbhisha Nakshatra (again rahu ruled). I checked KP too. DK -venus in 7 karaka system and rahu in 8 karak system

Why isn't rahu as Darakarak talked about ???

I just learnt that Mercury, venus and moon combination is for "youthful, slow aging or can't tell the real age" projection. Saturn and ketu for mature, older, wiser look. (I don't know about as per your age look placement, if someone could tell me about that)

I have Vargottam Retro saturn (8th house Aquarius) in d1. [In d9 as well, same nakstra, same sign, retro.] Is this reverse aging? Or aging faster than your age?? I generally don't look like saturnian because i have venus rahu jupiter combination maybe. Short stature, round face, softer features, therefore nothing saturnian.

So as i age, I'm look more hallow/sunken or sagging ? Or what? How am i gonna age? I'm asking this because i already attest to 8th house saturn effect with chronic illness, stress as well. It took a long time to gradually add diet habits, exercise, lower stress and inflammation, skin and hair care, etc. Not as obsession but i enjoy self care and I need it to be careful with health.

I want to know to be prepared and/or accept myself gracefully. Not become obsessive, you know.

Other details - Cancer Ascendant with Pushya Nakshatra. Mercury in virgo 3rd house. arudha lagna - Pisces

I started having spiritual experiences after a month i turned 28. Since then, it's like rewrite of me, my personality, interests, perspective, mindset and even habits. It had to aligned to just survive the energy. So, one of encounter was finding a friend from orissa online who checked my birth details and told me few things which made sense. Gradually, i started taking interest in understanding my own charts with help of youtube, online search, posts here etc. More like research. With heightened intuition it helped me a lot on who and what to follow. I needed to understand why spirituality struck me and how dasha aligned.

I have vargottam saturn placement in d1 and d9. D1. Cancer Ascendant(d1) with 8th house saturn retrograde in Aquarius. Libra rising (d9) with saturn in 5th house Aquarius. Just FYI.

Now, i had a dream this morning..it was flooding, heavy rains. Where i was taking shelter in one of those shops which sell worship idols. This shop keeper was presenting this Shiva's bust idol to a foreigner among other things. And then pointed to top shelf and said - those are holy books. That shelf had a book with red cover where I picked itand it was written "lal kitab" on it.

I do not take these dreams lightly because they have a way of showing up over and over again in real life as well . Especially Shivaji's. So i know many people here are not really experts and use very basic knowledge and often overlook many things. Therefore, i request anyone who truly has clear idea of lal kitaab in vedic Astrology, I look forward to hear from you.

I started having spiritual experiences after a month i turned 28. Since then, it's like rewrite of me, my personality, interests, perspective, mindset and even habits. It had to aligned to just survive the energy. So, one of encounter was finding a friend from orissa online who checked my birth details and told me few things which made sense. Gradually, i started taling interest in understanding my own charts with help of youtube, online search, AI, posts here etc. More like research. With heightened intuition it helped me a lot on who and what to follow. I needed to understand why spirituality struck me and how dasha aligned.

I have vargottam saturn placement in d1 and d9. D1. Cancer Ascendant(d1) with 8th house saturn retrograde in Aquarius. Libra rising (d9) with saturn in 5th house Aquarius. Just FYI.

Now, i had a dream this morning..it was flooding, heavy rains. Where i was taking shelter in one of those shops which sell worship idols. This shop keeper was presenting this Shiva's bust idol to a foreigner among other things. And then pointed to top shelf and said - those are holy books. That shelf had a book with red cover where I picked itand it was written "lal kitab" on it.

I do not take these dreams lightly because they have a way of showing up over and over again in real life as well . Especially Shivaji's. So i know many people here are not really experts and use very basic knowledge and often overlook many things. Therefore, i request anyone who truly has clear idea of lal kitaab in vedic Astrology, I look forward to hear from you.