[L] I miss someone and I feel really alone
I dont really know how to explain this properly but I just need to get it out somewhere.
I had someone really important in my life (a friend / someone I cared about a lot) and things changed a while ago and we dont really talk anymore. Even though I try to move on and continue with my life I still miss her a lot.
Today something small happened that reminded me of her and it hit me way harder than I expected. It brought back a lot of feelings I thought I was handling better. I started overthinking everything again and I feel really overwhelmed and honestly pretty alone right now.
I keep going between logically knowing I should be okay and emotionally just missing her and not really knowing where I stand or what I even meant to her in the end. I know I probably wont ever get clear answers and I am trying to accept that but it is hard.
Right now I just feel like I dont really have anyone to talk to about this in real life and it is sitting heavy on me.
I dont really know what I am looking for here, maybe just someone to talk to or tell me I am not crazy for feeling like this.