Video games? Books? Movies? Shows? Music?
That’s what I’ve used to keep myself afloat.
I used them as a way to experience romance vicariously.
But what do you do? And how do you use it?
So I’m on a mini vacation right now and I was just at the park and saw amazingly beautiful, wonderful girls running there. It just made me ruminate on how my upbringing tore me from my ideals in life, and how now they are impossible to realize.
The girls were so pretty. The city is so beautiful. And I’m just this rotten piece of garbage that has no hope of achieving happiness.
So I’ve been selling my video game collection locally to gain some money and this hot chick just bought one of my things. She’s exactly my type and I feel like the biggest moron on the planet for living my life in such a way that would not earn me her affections.
All I could do was shamefully let her walk away without shooting my shot.
I’m such a loser!
I was at McDonald’s with my roommates tonight, and a girl slyly inserted herself into our group when we were walking out. Upon reflection after I got home, I realized I don’t/can’t get a gf because I’m not even a functional human being.