Me 26F and wife 27F - is this normal?
Me 26F and my wife 27F have been married for almost 2 years. Every once in a while I get these feelings of wanting to end it and be single again to where I don’t owe anything to anyone. I am not sure if those feelings come with depressive episodes or what. 99% of the time I love my wife and am so happy we are married.
I just got back from a vacation to Hawaii with my family while she stayed at home. I got home while she was running errands and as soon as she got home I started having terrible anxiety and felt like I was going to throw up. I hugged and kissed her and didn’t feel anything but anxiety.
I would like to say she is AMAZING to me. She is not controlling or crazy or any of those things you hear about from someone who thinks about leaving their spouse.
As I type this, I think about leaving her and I feel a sense of peace. Why is that?? I don’t know what’s going on.
tl;dr
Is it normal to get anxiety and want to leave your spouse every once in a while?