u/PurplePilld

I’m honestly just trying to vent, but I’m also serious. I’ve reached a level of fatigue I feel like I can’t control anymore. The Democrats are done. They have been infiltrated by Communists and Islamist, yet my family (who is Polish) continue to support them and make enemies out of anyone who doesn’t stand with them. They ignore every detail about their corruption because Trump and Elon Musk are currently the most evil people in the world according to them.

My mother and father are honestly both pathetic pieces of sh!t who I think deserve every worst thing possible. My father worked for NATO and says that the Rape Gang Inquiry from the UK is fake news, whereas my mom owns 5 houses (2 in the U.S., 2 in Poland, and one in Spain), yet she constantly votes with the Far Left, even though they want to rape and kill people like her. I tried to warn her about this (I’m a convicted felon, therefore I can’t vote), yet she calls me a bullsh!ter and says I’m the fanatic.

Honestly, this sh** hurts. It hurts more than anything. You might find this funny, but I’m really done with this asshole family of mine. I don’t want anything to do with them.

It’s sad that my Polish grandfathers, who fought Nazis and Banderites, as well as my uncle who protested against the Communist regime, all did this crap for nothing. Complete dishonor.

If you think I’m making this up because this sounds like some sort of meme, no it’s not. I’m a real person who’s experiencing this backwards society we live in. I seriously see no hope.

I’m not sure if this is what I’ve been going through this whole time, or maybe I’m just projecting it.

I honestly don’t even know whether or not I want to be with them anymore. I just rather have this all end so the mystery of whether or not we’re meant to be can be put to rest and I can happily move on. We both haven’t seen each other in about a decade even though we live near each other since she has me blocked, which I’m happy with. I’m glad she has me blocked, because her and I cannot be friends in this life. As cruel and cold as it sounds, her and I were meant to be adversaries.

I like it that way. It feels wholesome. I once loved this person and thought maybe we could be married to each other, but our hatred of each other is much more beautiful. It’s something more real than if we were holding hands and kissing each other or what ever.

I want to end this journey, and maybe even throw it away so I’m no longer attached to any of this. I hate the fact that I frequent this sub looking for answers, when it’s obvious I don’t need anyone giving me any answers.

I just want to vent and put an end to this whole mystery that’s been dragging my life. I want to start a new Chapter and move away.

PS: I’m not thinking about hurting this person. I just wish I could forget about the whole Twin Flame thing.

I finished Azure Moon recently and I only got to recruit Cyril and Catherine since I failed at recruiting everyone else. However I’m in the Black Eagles House now and I’m thinking of doing the Crimson Flower route, where I’ve recruited Felix, Mercedes, Ashe, Sylvain, Leonie, and Constance so far. I’m thinking of also recruiting Marianne, Lysithea, Lorenz, Hanneman, Manuela, and Shamir. I want them in this route because I think they fit for the story of Crimson Flower. Who are some other characters that would be fun to recruit?

I finished Azure Moon recently and I only got to recruit Cyril and Catherine since I failed at recruiting everyone else. However I’m in the Black Eagles House now and I’m thinking of doing the Crimson Flower route, where I’ve recruited Felix, Mercedes, Ashe, Sylvain, Leonie, and Constance so far. I’m also thinking of recruiting Marianne, Lysithea, Lorenz, Hanneman, Manuela, and Shamir. I want them in this route because I think they fit for the story of Crimson Flower.

After I finish this second route, I’m thinking of doing Verdant Wind, Silver Snow, and then repeat Azure Moon on Maddening. I was simply wondering which route is the best to recruit all the students and faculty for the mission? I’m definitely not going to do that for Crimson Flower with all of them, but the later routes I wanted to do that. Do you know which is the best for such entertainment?

This an anime (movie) where a man carries a golden magical pendant. In the beginning of the movie, the man is found stranded on a desert by a merchant who is later killed by some goblins. The man later visits an arena where he is to fight a king, but battles against the dead merchants girlfriend instead who was under some spell. The girl later is dispelled after realizing that the man she’s fighting knew her boyfriend. Later, he and the girl visit an island, and on that island, the people are under a spell and they’re all killed at the end besides the man and the woman who were the main characters.