3 years, still stuck in my grief
It’s almost the 3rd anniversary of my husband’s death after 27 years together, married for a few weeks short of 26 years. I feel as stuck in my grief as I ever was, even with grief counseling, good friends and my kids. I see my kids still struggling and that breaks my heart.
I see how hard they have it so I have promised them not to move until the youngest has graduated from high school. But I feel really stuck right now and i would love to move on with my life, move to a smaller, more manageable place, get a different job maybe in a new city. But what ties me down brings them comfort. They miss him as much as I do !
What is fair for me and for them ? I’m lonely and sad. They are lonely and sad but in different ways. They need stability ; I need a new start.