Elanti situation lo meeru ayite em chestaru!?
So I’m a 22F graduated a while ago and internship chestuna in vizag, summer intake ki I’m planning to go to germany for my masters. Now there is this guy I love he’s 26 and hyd lo job chestunadu…. Nenu clg 2nd yr lo unapudu through mutuals i met this guy and love ayindi apudu naku abroad plans em levu just near graduation I’ve decided i wanted to go.
Kurchopeti matlada a while ago, he said he would also try to come but emo he dropped tanaki workout avadu and he has good job in hyd ani. My family on the other hand has overachievers, my mom herself has a phd and my dad said ne phd ayidaka Pelli cheyanu ani, coming to cousins inka okadu IIT, okadu US, Uk ila unaru…. My dad is keen to send me to Us or uk but i chose Germany mainly cause i loved the regenerative bio program they offer. And cost takuva in a public uni na profile solid ga undi so i can get in…. Oka 20 lakhs eh kabati financial burden undadu naku and I don’t have to depend on anyone for that money.
I want to go because na stream ki ikada pedha opportunities levu and e jobs naku set ayela kanipinchatledu, i wanna pursue research. Idi India lo kuda cheyochu but ikada bachelors ayaka Ela untai ela padathulu ani ardham ayipoyindi, naku set avale.
Nenu convince cheyadaniki try chesa bf ni that i will comeback after 2 years, and try for a good phd position here ani but elaka evad ostadu bokka ani tana feeling, which is justified because there will be many factors anukunadi exact anukunatu ayipodu kada and max 3 years anukuna apatiki naku 29 intlo Pelli pressure antunadu, which is also true.
If I go now he’s saying how it’s gonna end ani and I don’t wanna loose him anytime now, i really love him but idi sacrifice chesi ikada undipodama ante naku
Ipudey regret feel ochestundi ila velali ante guilt. I wanna somehow make it work just don’t know how given this situation… em cheyanu?