Feeling depressed
This is my first pregnancy. At my anatomy scan at 18wks I found out my cervix was at the limit 3.2cm. The OB said you're within range but because you are at the lower range we want to bring you back in 2wks to remeasure. So at 20wks I was 0.66cm, funneled but not dilated. I was given the wait and see option of progesterone or cervical cerclage. We decided to proceed with the cervical cerclage yesterday because of how fast my cervix was shortening. I was told take it easy this weekend rest and then start with some light walking. I question my doctor whether I could still do tennis, gym, go to the beach, he said no and that he would prefer I don't do anything till at least 34wks.
Day 2 post op- my husband decided to start out the day with it wanting to be a normal weekend like usual. So he said let's pick up breakfast drive to the beach and watch from the parking lots the waves. We have a van so I was able to recline the chair to be comfortable.
He then proceeded with his day. He went to the gym, then when he came back he played videos games with his friend and then later on this evening he played tennis.
When he got back I was eager to talk or hangout or watch a Kara and Nate video I had tried watching with him earlier but didn't work out. But he went to go shower and then went he got out of the shower he sat on the couch on his phone. So I went on mines. He notices and then stops being on his phone and watches me. I said what's wrong and he goes waiting for you to be done. I replied you were just on your phone. Then he states oh you don't like me anymore.
I felt alone all day but I didn't say that because I knew that would cause a fight so here I am on reddit venting out my feelings.