u/Quiet-Individual5025

So I so high school cheer and I have sh scars all on my legs. At tryouts I got the comment that I seemed not confident and paranoid. I was very paranoid about my scars and being an upper class man. I felt confident but I just don’t know how to show that I’m confident to them for next year and this season. I just don’t want to not make the team again next year for senior year and not make varsity cause at my school if your going to be a senior you have to make varsity to be on the team. I’ve been on jv from freshman to junior year(26-27 year). Any advice on how to improve my confidence and make the team for my senior year.

Let me get this straight I do have intentions of quitting but not rn. I relapsed last night on my left upper arm in 6 vertical lines and I remembered that I have church tomorrow and I’m wearing a dress cause it’s my cousins baptism. I don’t know what to do. I already asked if I could wear a jacket but my parents said no and I don’t know how to hide them. There stryo/beans and i currently have a bandage on them and a self adverting bandage tape over it. I can’t think of a reason that is believed even if my parents know I have sh in my past. Any ideas or advise?