u/RASpberry19921354

Coming up on 3 years no contact and I still occasionally miss him. The waves of wanting to see him again, talk one more time, be together one more time, are so brutal. I'm giving myself grace because I know the trauma bond is going to take a while to fully break. Still, it's frustrating because I know it would be so much easier if I could completely forget him. I wish he would be totally erased from my memory. I wonder if I will ever stop randomly thinking about him.