Privileges of service in this organization is so awfully lame and boring.
I’m not a JW but was raised in a household for a long time til I pulled the UBP plug last year to no longer be associated with them. I’ve never seen the appeal of someone working their way up through the JW hamster wheel ranks. I don’t know what it is but it looks so lame, boils my blood and cringe being a JW especially worse in those privileges of service they be raving about, it just simply irks me. The preprogrammed drilled in lingo of how the speakers talk during on/off stage, regular witnesses etc is all the same not matter what hall it is. It seems everyone is a carbon copy with no wiggle room to express their personality freely without fear of being judged or being counseled by the elder police force. When I feel angry hearing or thinking about those privileges of service I say to myself like I don’t wanna do that sh%t 💩 or I am not doing that MF💩, F$@K that 💩 Hell no I’ll never be a damn MS, being bethelite is a dumbA$$ boring privilege, Elder roles is for losers and stuck up bookworms F%$K all of that horse sh%t 💩 . Ok I feel better now getting this off my chest on this subreddit. What you think?