u/Rare_Assist_6008

I refuse to try to even seek a new relationship though I have like for a night thoughts of being alone but it quickly changes.

Any man who approaches me im immediately defensive and brush them off. I dont attempt to go on dates cause the thought annoys me and im offput by love. But theres still a little part of me that wants to seek a romantic relationship, but i feel like im hesitant because my last one ended so horribly..

I dont think this feels like self love but more just protecting myself- any advice from anyone who was in the same boat?

Hi there!

Long shot, im aware- but please it anyone wants to sell a ticket to me for dirties it would mean the world to me and my friends!!