Considering adoption for my 3 year old son.
I am a single mom to a three year old son. I struggle with borderline personality disorder, drug abuse, and financial stress.
I used drugs during my
Pregnancy. And got clean 6 months pregnant.
I’ve tried to give him a great life but I am starting to become possibly abusive. I spank him almost everyday and verbal abuse telling him to be quiet he’s annoying and to get out of my life
I can’t even take care of myself I am sad
I cry because this is so tragic. But what if I am holding him back from a great life. He should have two parents, and be stable. He also constantly is telling me he wants a new mommy. But I’m not sure to read into a 3 year old to much.
I keep a clean home, he has no cavities, food is always home made and delicious, I buy him everything he wants and trips to fun places. We do have great moments. But sometimes it gets dark.