u/Real-Bluebird-1987

Was sure this week was but but now its next week?

I thought i was getting out tomorrow but my ride bailed until Monday. Im so disappointed and scared and it caused a huge fight and hes out buying alcohol. Hopefully Monday fam. Hes so pissed off mean. I could go stay in the shelter if I have to

I feel bad I said id be out this week and then now can't be out until next week and that wasnt the agreement so he pissed. Idk what to do. I want to unalive myself so they can miss me with that shit. Also, I have broken ribs and 2 shoulder blades that need to be reconstructed. Im sick all the time w lupus, cancer, thyroid, anemia, ankylosing spondylitis, HOH, rheumatoid arthritis and im so so so so scared and totally so alone

I need a hug. Im crying. Anyone out there?

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u/Real-Bluebird-1987 — 9 days ago