u/Reasonable-Spray6832

I understood I'm never gonna forget you . I'm trying so hard to forget you but everything reminds me of you . I miss you so much when I see someone . I'm so tired of remembering you everytime something good or bad happens I just wanna run to you and tell you. Anytime any thing happens that makes me sad i start thinking about you and why it ended. I want to tell you about so many things now . And I'm so done with this that I can't even gather the courage to trust someone again.

I think you also don't realise how much I had actually trusted you it's so sad i scraped every inch of trust that was left and gave you. Sad that I still can't forget you sad that I'm still waiting for you to come . Sad that I can't forget your smile, how we were together, how happy I was with you . I saw videos of us together we were so happy was everything a lie? Im so scared to see you again i can't trust anyone after you i can't even hold a conversation now . Sometimes I actually wanna ask you if you have even liked me ? It's more than an year and it still hurts the same how? I know you have forgotten me but do I ever cross your mind , do you ever think how have i been? Everything that we have done together do you remember any of it? Sad that I still miss you. Sad that you didn't take a stand for me :)