u/RecentNomberOne

I think girls are perfect, their bodies are perfect and they have nice hair and faces, but even the thought of being intimate with one is soo disgusting to me. I watch my girl friends talk about how much they hate the way they look and how “fat” they are or whatever and all i can think is youre perfect girl! Not in. the way theyre perfect to sex, but just perfect beings. And theyre always funnier than men

Edit: Also I spend my free time drawing and whenever im bored my go to is to dtaw a majectic woman. People have said how to them it comes off explicit or sexy to them but thats never been my objective when making such pieces. If i want to self indulge ill happily draw a man, but theres something so interesting and elegant about women

Okay IDK if this is the right place to be asking this but ill just go ahead. Im only young a very recently came out, and theres this boy in my class im starting to like, but i consulted my closent friend and she told me that hes just being polite to not get any hopes up. Everytime I go to his friends in class to join the convo hes the only one who goes out of his way to talk to me, and he will just randomly talk to me or say things when hes nearby and It really confuses me.

Ik this just sounds like a regular inter but it only started recently and he has no reason to do it. Pre come out I was in his extended friend group and ended up getting dropped be ause wjen I came out it came with me telling the boy i liked i liked him, thats another story but it led to a big butterfly affect of events and everyone in my year knows about it. After that i stayed away from school and ended moving to my best friends class and when she told him and his friends that i was moving to their class they seemed more like they didnt like the idea. Even when we were in the same group we never really spoke, and im used to straight boys being too weirded out by me to tslk to me, i mean ive been told their scared to catch the gay from me. Btw i live in Australia and atleast were i live its very homophobic. His friends are nice to me too but they never go out of their way to talk to me and again he has zero reason to because thats just not normal here yk

A few times weve had even one on one convos just chatting and its he laughs at my jokes and agrees with me all the time even when im (jokingly) having a go at one of his friends. I really like him, and ive onlt felt like this after i moved class and as soon as i realised i was into him its like hes purposely acting more friendly. The first thing i remember him doing is complimenting my hoodie and after that we just keep talking. My friend told me he might just genuinely like me as a friend but hes never been my ”friend” and half his group hate me because of that boy i liked before (even though we were something but ig that part of the story dosent matter😒) Also i helped my frirn start talking to him earier this year and he tells everyone hes just not ready or interested in dating. Idk but if he is just being friendly i dont really want it caise ive dealt with being friends w a boy i like.

Im open to honesty and i understand that i might just be young and naive, but this just seems out of character for him