Need advice
Hey guys so tomorrow I'm about meet sombody a potential for marriage however I feel so insecure, over the last few months my mental health has gone to shxt and I'm not really feeling comfortable in my skin. My make up is always looking messy and murky and I feel like my foundation isn't matching my skin tone, got a bit of a tan at the moment. I'm Just so urgh
I really can't be bothered but mother is forcing me or it's another argument. She's telling me to be quiet and talk unless he asks questions. To wear an abaya and heels. I'm not going to wear heels my knees are aching, it's going to be a hot day tomorrow and I just don't have the energy. It’s probably going to be a no anyway.
Any advice to not feel so insecure. In the morning I'm planning to go rejoin the gym Saturday. They're coming around midday.