u/ReflectiveDoc

So early morning today! I blame both going to bed early and the weird sleep paralysis dream I saw....

well after pacing around making sure my limbs were working I decided to Pray and ask Him for help and protection.

Dreams are funny in the way they can actually dictate how you wake up feeling. I've had ones in which I wake up happy and raring to go and also others in which I just panic sweat and forcefully wake up. Strange how your subconscious mind works sometimes.

well it's too late to sleep now as past experience has taught me I'm never going to be able to make it to work on time if I decide to doze off at this time. So I'm just going to read from the new pile of books I ordered recently.

To anyone reading this I hope you wake up happy and raring to go and hopefully your dreams were peaceful. have a good day everyone!

so a 5am morning today. and feeling good about today as well. bright and sunny weather and it's Sunday so I get to cook a luxurious breakfast for myself while jamming out to ACDC while I decide what activity to do today.

I hope everyone has a great Sunday and unwinds properly after their week.

Today is another bright day that seems to be promising sun, although after yesterday's beautiful weather it's anyone's guess.

Ofc I didn't get to enjoy it because I was running around doing work/play/errands till late until I dropped into bed.

I've noticed that most of the times the day seems to have too few hours for the things you really want to do. Times seems to fly by whenever you even think of indulging in an activity that is any sort of fun. Why that doesn't happen during work is anyone's guess..

May we all take out time for things we enjoy today and that make us happy.

So the last two mornings weren't very good so I thought I wouldn't drop the ball today. Beautiful day and woke up fresh.

Spotify played Tame Impala. Which was nice and bought back memories of the friend who recommended I hear him.

I'm no longer in touch with them, not for lack of trying. But that's life isn't it? we try to maintain friendships for as long as we can but eventually we do all leave each other and move on to different friendships. And all that's left is the memories of the times we shared.

I've lost and found enough friends to know that every decade the entire group may be lost and a new one found. But the happy feelings of the shared experiences and talks never really go away and you find another group of friends eventually.

Do I mourn the loss of the people I was once close to? sometimes as it isn't easy finding people you can trust and be so close to. But part of living is socialising and you cannot expect anyone to just stand still for you, not expect them to be a carbon copy of someone you once knew.

May we all treasure our friends and loved ones and may they be a good and happy part of all our lives.

I hope everyone has a great day!

Ever had one of those strange mornings in which even though you've slept for only 2 hours total you find yourself wide awake and energetic in the morning? It seems today is one of those days for me.

I don't know how long it will last and I'll probably need coffee by mid day. but I'll take it.

Strange na? even though life can do it's best to finish off your motivation and drive, somehow your own body can start pushing you to do more and be better.

I pray we all do our best to achieve our goals and dreams today. best of luck everyone and have a good day!

So today I woke up a bit later than usual but then again it's Sunday so why not?

Waking up alone though does take some getting used to. On top of it Spotify seemed to hit me with Meri Zindagi Hai Tu 2.0 (I like how Asim Azhar managed to change the tone of the two songs from sadness to happiness, but I digress)

Of course we would all like to have someone we can dedicate those words to but sometimes we need to spend time alone and with ourselves to become the sort of person someone else would like to be with forever.

Too many make the mistake of chasing the memory of being loved and being in love after suffering loss and jump into a relationship(s) where they just might not be ready or which may just be wrong. It's how we end up with narcissistic, toxic and basically undesirable people in our lives.

I think time should be taken to improve ones relationship with oneself instead of trying to jump into a new relationship as soon as the previous one ends. One needs to forgive themselves a lot and try to improve themselves as well. Once some semblance of normality has returned to your soul, then consider another attempt.

Before that spend time becoming a better person. They say if you cannot live alone you don't deserve to be in a relationship. Cruel sounding but maybe there's something to it.

So this turned into a long wistful rant 🙂. But then again it is Sunday and there's not much to do anyway.

May Allah help us all find happiness and peace in the ones we choose to be with and guide us all into becoming better people!

Now to decide what to make for breakfast...

Again woke up with a smile on my face for some reason. To top it off as soon as I start Spotify random Night Changes comes up which made me laugh.

As I walk around now crooning the chorus I come to realise it isn't always true. Even as the night changes, me and you have also changed by this time. We all have had to. It's fun to sing about but if we never change we never evolve and we never mature. meaning we will never move forward.

May Allah grant us all the ability to change and improve ourselves and our lives for the better. in this world and the hereafter.

Good Morning everyone! what a beautiful morning today. I went for a morning walk and noticed all the beautiful flowers nearby blooming and just felt at peace.

To all those who's Sunflowers and Lilly's are still not in bloom, don't worry they will bloom again soon more beautiful than ever. Keep your chin up and your head held high.

May Allah bless us all with patience and perseverance to get through any difficulties and hard times we may be going through. No matter what we are never truly alone.