u/Relevant_Duty_7248

What’s your go-to fast food chain kapag stressed?

I feel so shitty, I feel so depressed, I feel so conflicted, confused. Idk na

Me and my friends (2) were still okay pa man last week. Like right before we left for school we were still laughing with each other to the point na makahilak. After that, I went with one of my friend to the mall since dadto pud siya manakayan and she shared some info about our other friend like what she felt on what happened before (won’t disclose but it involves a boy). So me as a friend, I was initially shocked cause like my intuition before was right diay. So I gave some advice, we were walking around the mall diay while talking to kill some time. And then fast forward the next day, the 3 of us were in the same group and one of our teammates asked if kinsa maka ho sa school to check on something, my other friend couldn’t go cause she went home sa ilaa that leaves me and the other friend. She volunteered and I sent her a dm asking if what time she would go kay my plan was to go with her. So while waiting for her reply, I fixed my printer sa like gitang tang gyud ang parts kay aside sa dugay na wa nagamit, I really kennat with the price sa paprint. So hours went by, no reply nor seen. I chatted sa gc tas mention iyang name, a few minutes nireply dayun. So I sent a private message again like 5 messages asking her if she went na tas wau reply and I was fixated na with the printer so I told her na lang na I couldn’t come because of the printer. No reply nor seen again. After a few hours she updated na sa gc, then I checked my pm it was just left on seen. And honestly, I felt so confused and a bit irritated pud kay maybe I have offended her or what, so I unsent all 5 messages.Our gc(me and my friends) was also dead na and cold messages na lang about acads. My messages sa other gc was never acknowledged (react/ replied) pud by the both of them. 6 days have passed and we just met this morning sa school for a group activity, and it seems like everything was normal lang pud sa ilaa. Idk man, this shit sent me spiraling and Im kinda mad kay I was overthinking malala the past few days because of that. I don’t wanna ask them. Kapoy. I’m really tired na jud, like kapoy kaayo to the point na it sent me back to when I felt very depressed nga makathink na kog pakamatay na lang ko. Until now, no communication sa gc namo nor private messages with any of them. Im tired.