u/Remarkable-Cry5953

dm please

are we supposed to choose all of them by ourselves?

will any of them will be alloted by uni itself to us

also what is the purpose of them how do they work .

keeping my 2 personal diaries+ 1extra diary,

2rough notebooks + 3 new notebooks idk if that's less or more

geometry, my sketchbook, and what more idk 🥹

i might need to take a printout 😭😭

Hi, I took multiple drops for neet. As of now I'm opting bsc bioinformatics while i prep for one last attempt at Neet27.

My uni hasn't provided any syllabus as such but i wanted to be aware of 1st year syllabus before begining w the course. Though I checked on other unis but dont know how overlapping they are to each other.

It would be a great great help if some senior could give rough insight of 1st year syllabus. thank you

i have doubt regarding verification process. roughly how much time it would take on the day as I have to book return tickets of same day

ideally they shouldve drafted a notice for verification day. Firstly verification single day rakha hai which is already hectic. Secondly no new notice after allotments for timing and confirmation.

check who ever was waiting

please let me. or Dm. Cant find the fee structure

i had 2nd shift, reporting time was 1:30 pm, I reached at 1:20 via bike w my dad and was v chill that i'll enter early and patiently wait for exam to begin, only to realise at 1:40 that there's a delay in timings.

now begins the waiting part in scorching heat:

i had my phone so was just scrolling bcz i believed they'll open the gates sooner around 2-2:30pm.. Time went by, I didn't take water w me as they do provide a whole bottle in exam hall. my pateince was running out, i chckd time it was around 2:15. And suddenly i felt extremely dizzy, struggling to open my eyes. i told dad I needed water. And and and while he went to nearby shop and I was alone , I collapsed. Literally, never ever in these many years- school to coachings or trips never did i black out until today. never imagined smtg as such would happen to me.

i have no memory of next 2-3 mins. all i remember is i suddenly woke up to see an uncle and his daughter (fellow cuetard) asking me "thik ho?". i told him "chakkar aa rha hai shyd.." Then he gave me a water bottle, helped me wash my face while her daughter picked up my documents i dropped from my hands when I fainted.

after this dad arrived w water and i still had to wait obviously. he asked me to eat smtg, but oops there's no eatery nearby, just an icecream shop n ganne ka juice so I had an icecream and STILL WAITING CONTINUES. at around 3:15 they opened gates, i entered around 3:30.

But the real deal is not that I had to wait in heat n blacked out. It's what it did to my exam. i felt so weak so so weak physically. when I sat at my seat I felt I'll just doze off .any moment. idk what buffoonery I've done in my exam despite being i was decent prepped. IS RETARD NTA GONNA TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY OF TS??? they cancelled 1st shift sure, WHAT ABOUT 2ND SHIFT PPL WHO HAD TO WAIT FOR EVEN LONGER HOURS DRAINING THEIR ENERGY, and leaving them anxious???

I hate u to the core nta. first neet and now this. i performed soo well in my previous shift I was sooo happy yaar I'm crying now. go fuck ur system.

i want die atp. i don't want to sit for exam tomorrow. i wish i didn't fill the form. i have wasted my whole potential due to mental health, i was just so depressed, constantly surrounded by self loathing individuals, i couldn't bring myself out of that trauma. i have no friends to share things to.. I'm 21 already and it's over for me. i don't know how am gona face my dad after this, tomorrow evening out of exam centre i won't be able to look him in eye. used to be topper, but over each drop it kept getting worse n worse due to mental health. I'm still not able to move on from mbbs, did fill cuet but the fact my potential got wasted is stuck in my head. idk if i should go for another drop. i feel I'll never get better from this. i lie my room all day. no one checks on me. not even parents..

fck my life i'd have kms but I have a younger brother and looking at him keeps me hope to not

any fellow 3rd droppers in my shoes?

edit : also this is my alt, I'm so ashamed I don't even wanna post this w my main acc even on an anon platform. i can't look at myself any more.

edit2: 1st & 2nd droppers y'all are at better place than me, i understand the worry but just see I've degraded myself a lot, thanks for ur concerned words but I can only be comforted by ppl in my shoes. Don't repeat & fall into drop loop like me, if it was ur 2nd , call it ur last if possible. lots of love