u/RemarkablePianist389

Warning: will contain spoiles from Main story, epilogue, side story.

I just want to imagine how 49 was treated in the 1864 after scenario and during 1865 scenario.

the time when HSY said 'You are not the man who will read my novel' it was a dagger in guts. And the others pitiful reaction from the rest of the kimcom really really made my guts twist.

And the fact that kim dokja must hate pity on himself because pity not gonna do shi. (He might feel the same as everyone did to him during his childhood and teen years, because of the book his mother released and humours)

Also the fact that it was from the companions he does like 4 times and more sacrifices he did for his companions only for them to go looking for them the said 51 who is a pathetic person, just a mere Stanger who don't know them. (Because he gave most of his memory of kimkom to 49) Must have hurt 49 a bit.

And not to mention his tendency of self hatred, he might have hated himself, 51, and maybe everyone he trusted to have his back. Because see, his (49) everything (companies and reading) was stolen by himself (51/the reader).

Tbh I want a fanfic where kimcom after getting 51 back goes to get back the 49 but he refused to join them and say something like.

"Han sooyoung I am not the person who will read your story, it's 51.

Joonghyuk i am not the star you regressed for, it's 51.

Hyungsung I am not the cartage you lost it's 51.

Heewon i am not the man whose your world and you intended to protect, it's 51.

Sangah-ssi i am not your co worker who worked with you in minosoft, it's 51."

And shi like that and then kimcom confronts 49 he kinda just locks himself away in separate timeline or the sanctuary of OD (the subway train)/forces the kimcom out of his timeline and never letting them enter again. And thus kimcom can't find and bring 49 back and since 49 is not merged with 51. 51 has no memory of kimcom and has to ask who are they, as we as he too is not dying because he's not 100%.

And in the end we see kimcom crashing out deep in guild as to what they have don't to 49 cause of 51.

So basically, i have read side story. And i might have started to hate if not then dislike then for what they did with 49-ja. (Pun intended)

I mean i read and felt like they see 49 as a mere imitation or a burden of the 100%.

Now see I can understand that they kimcom was tired and shi. But man, atleast Don't treat my boy 49 like shi. I mean ofcourse they didn't but if felt like no lett either way.

I mean think bout it. Dokja only has two things that have him any happiness in his dreadful life. 'Reading' and 'companions'

Now here is my theory.

When 100 split into 51 and 49 then his name reader (TWSA) and alone (companies/kimcom) was also split into two.

51- reader since he became the OD and ID loves reas or more like it's his responsibility to read.

While 49- alone got his companions, but they drouled after 51 leaving 49.

And thus 49 was left not only the pain of being alone but also with no other things to give him happiness (aka, Reading taken by 51, and kimcom left for 51.)

While dealing with the internal conflict of his own two self and that he is not worth it for anyone he might have left for good hating or atleast resenting himself (51) and kimcom and don't want any ties with them.

This causes the two portals. (Yes, we are the fragments but what if 49 and 51 contribute the most for the two ending since they are the origin and orignal OD/OD's). In which dokja wakes up (by 51) to reunite with his friends. And in which he don't (by 49) not wanting to do anything with 51 or kimcom any longer. And just wanting to rest or read or som6like that.

Please, State the context, chapter number (webtoon or novel)/arc and near which event. And other info to make it easier to find.

A few of mine are.

Yoo Sangah putting the golden headband on KDJ

• Ch 444, around the final fight in journey to the west.

Kim dokja becoming a muth grade but getting slandering and scolded by his companions because he want to fight. And his company say how he his behind YJH.

• Ch 469, a bit after Dokja reached myth grade.

Dokja's kink of garter belt and Chinese dress being revealed to his company and heewon dying by laughter in background. -Ch ???, During 2nd floor of dark castle. After fall of Paradise.

URIEL throwing temper tantrum. -Ch??, During the kaizanic (don't know how to spell that) arc when YJH come to save KDJ or something like that i don't remember it very well.

WARNING: THIS POST IS NOT TO CRITICISE ANYONE BUT RATHER WANT EVERYONES OPINIONS!

So i am the only one absolutely disgusted (like imagine two brothers like relationship) of people sexually shiping these two, and not like a friend but closer and not sexual.

Cause first, in novel KDJ says that he see YJH as a elder brother/father figure.

Second I am not having any bad blood about orv shippers or anything I don't nessarly hate shipper like Samgah-soiyoing.

Third, who says that 'just turn your eyes or don't look' well i am trying to do so but can't since it's literally everywhere and just need to post this for other's opinions.

So the tital is basically the entire description. Just send the links too it too hard to find with only the names.

So there a task (Collect 1 laboratory documents 2 in radio tower.) in makeshift camp.

The said items is stated to be in the control room (room with the enemy 'big' in it, right?) in the lab.

I can't seem to find it. I did see a quest chest. But it's summoning only the 'lab documents 1' and not '2' so I am confused. Where is it?

Hello, as i said i want some fanfic.

• Where KDJ was betrayed, by his companions. Not like anna croft did in 2nd round YJH but more like. They did kind of unethical thing to not let kim dokja die or to get the truth or of his, of how he know so many things.

• Truth serum. Yep, KDJ is forced to speak the truth.

• A fanfic in which kim dokja died in earlier scenario and everything went to shit.

• Yea, mostly angst or something. I have read too many happy ending fanfics that i have dried my eyes gain crying all that much. Atleast thing like betrayed KDJ would make me feel angry in his behalf.