Awakening
How did you all realize you were truly lesbian? Im currently in a relationship with a man but I have such curiosities that I question whether I’m in the relationship because I’m bored or lonely or for the validation of it. I don’t know if the way I think about other girls is straight or not. Another thing is my dreams… sometimes they’re very gay and completely disregard the fact I’m in a relationship sometimes to the point I realize I’m cheating on him in the dream with a girl. Idk how trustworthy the subconscious mind is though. My sexuality is something I’ve always wondered about and I’m honestly really scared. I can see myself marrying this guy but at the same time what if it’s because he’s my best friend. Also, by marrying him that would rule out any opportunities of ever dating a woman which scares me. Advice or experience??