u/Remote-Background327

I cut off some people last night, I have been debating for a while to do so but I never had the courage or knew how and felt genuinally unsafe. I wanted out I wanted to stop having them demand expectations out of me that I couldnt hold up to, or for money, or just in general it was too much for me and hearing one of them basically tell me to go to therapy for the sake of them wanting me to go over more? They way it was worded was a red flag and huge eye opener for me. I am not changing what I do, or anything about me for approval anymore, I have a amazing best friend, she told me whenever she mentioned not needing to worry about them anymore, she mentioned that I always get this look on my face like im debating something, and really I envied that freedom deep down. Last month, I deleted the post because I thought it was okay now, when my ex friend cut me off for no reason if anyone remmembers that, I had a bit of hope deep down that it would end there but it didnt and I kept living a emotionally stressful day to day life waiting for when they would ask me for money or anything else. And they dont like my best friend because of some past things between them, so it's almost like they hated the thought of me hanging out with her at all let alone more than them. She lives 2 minutes away and they live 20 and gas is expensive! If any of those people see this post then take it as your hint that I do not want anything to do with you anymore. I felt bad at first but im tired of living like that and I needed out. I enjoyed it while it lasted, I really did care deeply for all 3 of you, only one of those 3 has my respect still because he didnt hurt me at all ever. Im sorry but I feel free now that ive gone through with it.