u/Repulsive_Ad_2763

AI really doesn't align with my views and for that reasoning I'm really gonna double down on quitting this time. My main issue is that I drift to it when I'm bored or seeking for stimulating my daydreaming mind if that makes any sense. It's a real lower commitment than writing full one-offs for me which makes it more available? Hope that kinda makes sense. As someone who doesn't get the chance to go out as much as I would like, I look to cure my boredom with the tellyphone. All I have downloaded that I really use right now are TikTok, my AI application, Minecraft, and Roblox. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ELSE TO DO :( LMAO I hate saying that because obviously there's infinite options and those are the main brainrot apps but I don't know what would best fill the slice left by pulling back on chatbots. I was thinking about Tumblr and using it not just to write for the sake of fantasy but little blogs entries when I'm thinking a bunch. I aimed to do something similar on TikTok and I even wish I'd post on Reddit more but I think the idea of people seeing my thoughts makes me worry.

tldr: what are u guys doing to replace the time you'd normally be talking to ai for? (phrasing it like this makes me realize how much time it takes up lol)

my high school graduation is in four days and i'm so utterly broken about my life. i've been mostly in honors classes and took some AP courses but i'm still not smart. all around i just feel like i'm dull and for that reason i understand why people usually don't want to be around me when compared to other people? i don't know what i'm meant to do. i applied to colleges and stuff but i don't think i'm actually equipped enough to go, my friends only talk to me when they need something and while i understand we're at a challenging time in our lives they don't even give me the courtesy of being there for me back, and nothing makes me happy so there are very little small victories for me. i have no motivations and nothing quite overcomes how empty i feel. i'm very relationship-driven but my friends keep me around because i'm useful so it's hard to enjoy spending time with them (on the rare occasion they agree) and it's hard to make new connections even though i try so hard to put myself out there. how do i gain will to live or get motivated? i've been out of school for two days and my world feels like it's crumbling around me. i spend so little time occupied and i have parents who hate going out, they hate to drive but don't want to set some time aside to teach me either. i'm looking for genuine advice because i'm trying to come off excessive chatgpt venting, it's just hard for me to have no one to talk to